I hate to sound whiny or annoying and I don’t know how to word it but I guess, I guess I’m just feeling depressed lately. I feel like nothing makes me happy and I’m just feeling annoyed all the time. And this week sucked. Everyone hung out with their friends or was doing something when they didn’t have midterms or over the weekend, and I’ve basically sat in my room every.single.day. I’ve just been on the computer all the time and all alone and texted 3 people, one of which was my mom. And midterms make feel like a dumbass. I still couldn’t pass the damn algebra/trig regents, I was the only senior taking the chem midterm, Schnur basically helped me through the german midterm, and my dad wouldn’t let me just drive to a fucking 9:45 midterm. Really where must you be at 8 in the morning dad? Please enlighten me. I drove more during my permit than I have since my license. It’s just I’m slowly realizing how many little friends I have and what shit I look like everyday. I just wish because I have nothing else I at least could be pretty. But whatever. I’m just kinda useless. And I don’t know I guess I’m just tired of living. That is all.